So I’ve always be the type of person who escapes into my own head to
deal with ignore my problems. Instead of dealing with the here and now, I tend to be a bit proponent of escaping into a fantasy world where everything happens according to my will versus the real thing.
However, as I continue to transition into my new life in Georgia, I find that I have less to escape. My usual coping techniques aren’t working as well because the stresses of real life have been reduced. I spent most of my time up north mustering up every bit of strength I had to get through the day. So my time at home was spent running away from the very real issues that I was facing there.
Here, my job doesn’t tax nearly as much and I find that I actually don’t mind the people I work with. I don’t feel like the world is going to end every time I wake up. It’s a better feeling, but a new one for sure.
My hope is that I’ll be able to infuse my reality with some of the more exciting elements of my fantasies. Being able to travel and go on vacation without worry. Living my best life and what not!
In other random news, I’ve decided that I’m going to re-watch Flavor of Love, I Love New York, and Rock of Love and share my ten favorite lines from each episode. I have to find right day of the week to post this but hopefully you will love it just as much as I do!
Have a great one!